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~Traci~ · 09-03-2003, 12:09 PM

I hated to post here b/c I am pg now but there is a problem. I didn't know where else to go. I can't talk to anyone in real life, even my DH. My DH thinks that I am taking everything way too much right now and turning it around to make it seem like it's never happened to anyone else. This morning I asked him how many women or even couples here's heard of before that this has happened to, he didn't answer me (I know that he has never heard of it either...) So here's my story:

I am pg w/ one but originally there were 4 that implanted. I have 1 sac w/ yolk sac & h/b (the good one!); 1 w/ sac & yolk sac that's questionable; and 2 other sacs w/ nothing in them. It's tearing me up inside knowing that I essentially will only have 1 baby when my body tried to make 4. It's a m/c but it's also not in a way. I've been spotting for almost a month (w/ 1 day that was 4 hrs of heavy bleeding) which this could be the cause or it could be something else, none of my drs know. Everyone that I've tried to talk to has told me that I need to find someone that knows what I'm talking about to talk to about this but I just can't b/c no one understands. And besides, I don't know anyone outside of family except for the few people that I work w/ and none of them would understand b/c they've never even had a m/c. My own DH doesn't even understand and just thinks it's no big deal but he doesn't realize that my heart is breaking little by little every day....

Thanks for reading.
Traci