Oh hon,
I know exactly how you feel. My husband tries to take pictures of me but I won't let him b/c they make me feel awful. I always think I'm smaller than I turn up in the pictures. LOL Maybe it's wishful thinking. I'm feeling a bit better today than yesterday. Still a bit bummed but feeling more optimistic about the adoption thing. Still giving up on the fertility meds has been hard. I feel a bit like a quitter even though I know that isn't the case I've always been taught to stick to things. Yuck. Anyway today is decent for me. Not good not bad but in between.
Hugs to you though and don't focus on it too much if you can.
