Princess, I can honestly say I know what you are going thru. You probably remember that situation I was going thru in January. Well the BM was to have the baby last week... well she went past her due date, and hasn't made decision yet as far as who she wants to take her child. I just found that out a day ago... the friend that is pulling for us just told me, and naturally has sent us thru the rufe again... I mean... there is just TOO much going on right now. It's just when you think things are starting to make sense and you can deal with your life and your choices, and then everything is turned on its head. I have pretty much told myself that she won't choose us, that would just be too easy for us to get that baby... but last night that is all I could think about! I don't want to encourage you or discourage you... just do what you can to not attach yourself mentally to this child too much. I got my hopes up in January because we were being told we were a shoe in and that she really liked us and was broken hearted beyond belief when things headed south and we were told she went with someone else, and now this.... I am truly scared to ask, "What's NEXT?"
__________________ Stephanie
27 years old/ DH 27 -- Married 12/16/2000
Dx PCOS 09/2000 - Gluc XR 2000mg
And 3 sons thru the MIRACLE of Adoption
Austin (3), Andrew (4), Anthony (5)
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