Did you do anything to make peace with your m/c? Did you do anything to make peace your your miscarriage?
I had this memory box I bought a while ago, that I was planning on using for this pregnancy and all the ironic crazy things that happened, stories, pg tests, doctors paperwork... And now it has ended in m/c.
So I was thinking about turning it into a memory box. As this last week has touched me so deeply, how many women get to say they got a bfp on mothers day, when they least expected it?
To an extent I dont know if its the right thing to do, but another part of me feels like its the only way to make peace with what has happened and is happening to my body right now.
I have all these little reminders of my pregnancy and miscarriage, and I feel like I would be doing my baby wrong if I didnt do something to celebrate the time we spent together.
My husband told me that Im a weirdo. It is too soon to determine the thing was even a baby. But I dont feel that way.(hes very scientific about everything)
Am I a weirdo for wanting to do this? What did you do? Did you do anything? Should I even bother?
katt
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