Thanks so much for the kind words.
When I was pregnant before I made it to 5 months and went for the routine ultrasound and there was no heartbeat. I had to give birth. It was horrible and traumatizing. I never thought I would get P/g again.
Perhaps I am grateful this one ended in the privacy of my home. I did not know this baby yet. I had yet to feel it move. It was still mine and I loved her/him... but i believe in fate and "meant to be's".
The U/S came back abnormal. The heartbeat was slow. I think I knew in my heart this baby would not make it. Maybe I had already come to terms with it.
Okay... sorry again for going on. It is nice to talk to women who understand and care.
