So-tired--I'm so sorry about all of this, I remember your story for the due date thread that I was on with you...I think you can feel different things at different times....I am still carrying my dead baby, I havent m/c yet so i had to get two more shots to induce m/c...I wish mine would have went on it's own....I also feel for you in dealing with the ER....most of those who work in the hospital see this kind of stuff so much that they no longer care...I also have days when I'm not upset about anything but then there are days where I could cry all day...whatever you are feeling it is correct for you personally and it in no way means that you didn't love this baby
In my case I think I was very uptight and apprensive from the start and I think God was letting me know that something was wrong, He was preparing me for the news....I don't know how to explain it, this pg just felt different because we wern't excited as much as we were worried....if you ever want to talk more I'm here for you
Christa |