Well, its official.....they didnt scan me.....said they knew by the bloodworks and my bleeding that it was only an early pregnancy, and that I had miscarried. I think they said my Hcg level was 36 and my Progesterone level was only 1.4 (and they like to see it at over 60 or something like that).
So, I now am back on Metformin....1 tablet a day for a week, 2 a day for week 2, and then 3 a day after that. Waiting for next AF and if AF comes in August (dependant on when as my Specialist is away) I get to go for a scan on Day 12/13 to see if I am producing an egg and if its ok and may be released.
She has said she will keep an eye on me, so I guess thats one good thing, and the other good thing is that I *WAS* pregnant (by some major fluke) and the Metformin worked!! Hopefully, this won't be a one-off fluke and the Met will work again and I *WILL* have a better result next time. I can only hope and pray, and meantime try to get my head around what has happened I guess and find my own way to cope.
I have the Information Evening at the IVF Hospital tonight......bad timing eh!! Finding out that I have definitely miscarried today, and having to go and pretend I am all excited about my IVF treatment which will be at some stage in the near future.
I know this sounds really off and cynical, but I guess I cant be expected to just forget that I just lost a *whatever* - my little peanut (however young) will always still be a baby to me.....and I guess that whatever terminology they use doesnt matter in that respect.
Anyway, trying to be positive but its not easy.....hopefully it will get easier and next time round hoping to have a better result.
Best wishes to all, especially in these situations
Love Kachina xx
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Kachina (UK)
PCOS diagnosed 2000
TTC First Baby
Me:35 My Worst Half (lol) Jon - 35
Investigation tests April 02
HCG - Tubes ok, bloodworks ok. Sperm ok,
AF arrived 5 July - First Clomid round started 6 July (2 x 50mg tabs day 2-6) No ovulation on First lot of Clomid.
OVULATED ON SECOND LOT!!!!
Third lot - No ovulation.
Ovulation very hit and miss
Had Ovarian Drilling - no joy,Tried Ovulation Induction Injections,
but after promising start, no luck there.
Sent away on Met for a few months.
Before due to go back for last go at
Ovulation Induction with Injections.
Positive HPT after 3-4 weeks on 1 tablet of Met - although early miscarriage week later.
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Determined to get there in the end!!!
Love N Hugz, Kachina xxx |