i dont want to take drugs, to get pregnant, i may end up with octuplets, and i wouldnt be able to handle that.
and the thing is... im having trouble with my treatments, because im very forgetful. i keep forgetting my medicines, or i will eat something im not supposed to anymore, because i dont think about it til its too late. i have no one to help me, so i dont have much hope for myself at all. |