Hi sweetheart,I'm sorry you are having so much trouble. I am 29, married, w/an 11 year old daughter and my mom still get's to me. That is something that will never change. I know sometimes mom's can think they know it all and that they don't alway's support you the way you would like. My mom thinks she has all the answers and "all you need to do is exercise" or "can't you just get a histerectomy?"that show's how little she really knows. I think sometimes they don't want you to get better in life b/c then you won't need them as much..W/E! Well I find the best thing for me is to keep my goals to myself, then if I fail I don't hear "well you should have done this"CRAP from anyone. As far as being embarrassed to go to a gym well, I think we all have to overcome that at some point. I would suggest an all ladies gym and one that is in a close town so you don't have to worry about who you see there b/c you probly won't know anyone. I know it's easier said than done but sometimes you just have to suck it up and go for it. I wish you the best of luck and you can also PM me anytime you want. Don't be so hard on yourself, I'm sure I speak for everyone when I say We are all here for you!
CHRISTY