I don't know if this will make you feel any better, but i dream that one day i can walk into my gym and go straight to working out without thinking there are people watching me in disgust. I always feel like the people who are in better shape are watching and going to make fun of me. Shows how low my self esteem is. My dream is to one morning drive to the gym, park, and get out and start working out. Because most of the time, I drive there and just turn around.
