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Rebecca527 · 02-20-2005, 05:07 PM

My precious child,
I am sending these words out into the universe, some might say more for my own benefit than for yours. I write this to help myself with my own struggle and to help you realize just how much your Daddy and I have always wanted you and how hard we are trying to get you here. I am hoping that by sending these words out, your soul will find them and you will find your way home to us, your Mama and Daddy who love you more than you could ever know.
From the day I met your father, I knew my world had changed forever. I had found that one certain love that quiets all fears, comforts all sorrows, expands all joy and brings a light to my life. I know my lifelong dream of being your mother will come true. I dream of the day I will feel your tiny little life force inside of me, counting the kicks of your perfect little feet. I long to hold you in my arms, to rock you to sleep, to feel your soft skin, smell your baby smell, gaze into your face and marvel at you...the perfect blend of your parents who love each other so much, and you...the perfect and ultimate expression of that love. I long for the magical day that your soul enters my body and I am given the honor of nurturing you, giving you life, given the awesome responsibility and gift of protecting you, loving you and watching you grow. I long for the day I will have the opportunity to make my husband a father again. To give him the chance to raise a child with me, the way he was meant to, to let him experience everything he has been denied with your big brother.
Although you do not exist in the body yet, I know your soul is present. Waiting for the perfect time. We are waiting for you, my sweet baby. We love you already, and are patiently waiting for you. Please don't give up on us, we're fighting to get you here. We want you more than you could ever imagine. Soon, very soon, it will be your time to come home to us. We love you.