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hollymlb · 08-24-2005, 03:19 AM

I haven't posted in a long time I guess I've been trying to forget that I have this cause well I can't afford the medical help I need and feel helpless about it all and its easier to just avoid but I got a message saying there was post here and I read it and honestly it almost made me cry. I know it has to be hard on all you guys living with us cyster women...maybe that is part of why in a way I am sorta trying to and sorta not trying to scare away a guy at work who likes me and I like him back it was one of those I know I had seen him before but never really noticed him and when my best friend took me into apply almost 2 months ago and he was the senoir manager on duty and he walked out of the office and it just hit me like a brick and well I guess I did the same to him. I see him and everything but I think of all the stuff I hear about him and think how much he so doesn't deserve someone with my problems yet I can so see him being the kind to tell me to start printing off infromation (as he has no computer let alone internet access) for him and maybe even spending time searching and researching and gosh the idea of making someone have to either go blindly throuygh this or do all the research to understand what it will mean just scares the heck out of me and I have no idea how you guys can stand to deal with it...I mean you didn't ask for a women with medical problems and they aren't your medical problems but I have seen so many of you guys not only except it but research it and learn about it and deal with it and yes sometimes you complain and vent and heck so do us cysters and actually we do it more. You guys have no idea how strong you are and how wonderful you are to us and yes even to those of us who aren't your SO your great cause you support us and our(if we have one) SO and its so wonderful the faith and hope you bring to us single cyster cause when we see you guys we know that there is hope of finding someone willing to except and maybe even learn about this and help us. I just want to say thank you to all of you and tell you that we maybe a bit of a headache at times but hang in there cause you know you wuv us.