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Kir · 09-12-2005, 06:43 AM

Thank you for the replies!
Let me give you a little background before I tell my dream.

From the age af about 3 I remember tellig my mom that I'm not going to be a good driver because I'm to afraid to drive. I remember always watching out the window while in the car, thinking I hope nothing happens because I cannot drive ( a strange thought for a 3 year old up!!) Anyway, I can now drive, but hate it. I'm always thinking I don't know what I'll do in a accedent.

I have an older sister, but I was always the "protector". Always seen as having an "old soul" And was always feeling responcible for her.

At around age 4 I started having this dream whare it's the middle of the night and raining. I'm dressed in a dress from about the 1900's. My mother (though she didn't look like my mother) is running away and I'm hiding with my younger brother. She gets onto this horse drawn carradge and startes to drive off. We can tell she's upset so my brother and I run after the cart. I can tell in the dream that we are not suppose to be there and are doing something bad. I'm then looking down from the back of the carradge through the wooden slats and can see the durt and grass under me, and can feel the rain on me. I can also feel the hore going abit out of controle, and were swerving on the dirt road. My mother looses condrole and my brother falls back, I try to grab him but loose my grip on his hand and see his face as he falls off. the cart turnes and he is trampled by the horse. Then everything settled down and hes dead, and I'm sitting there feeling helpless and responcible for his death, as I was suppose to be watching him and we were not ment to be there. I start to cry as I realise I cannot get us home because I can't drive and my mom is unconceous?! Then I wake up.

I've had this deam my whole life.

So My mother in law and I were talking about passed lives and she gave me some books on it. After reading them I though I would descuss the topic with my sister.
I asked her what she thinks about passed lives (did not tell her my dream) and she says she's only had one expieriance were she was hypnotised and she sees herself as a little boy, on the bac of a carradge of some sort, in the middle of the night in the rain. She described the ground through the slats and the feeling that her and her sister were doning something wrong and were not supose to be there. She (he) falls off the back and the last thing she sees before being trampled is her sisters face!

I'm freaking out by this. My sister was told by the hypnotist that that is how she died in her passed life, And it's the same as my dream.

I think if passed lives do happen you'r suppose to learn from it, but I dom't know what I'm suppose to do with this info!!

Freaky huh?