Wishing&Hoping

But that was only the start of what was about to happen in my "dreams" Now ever since i've met him I feel like i'm cursed. Because I will have these dreams where a family member dies. I will wake up and cry and cry. The first time I thought it was a bad dream. Untill an hour later my dad came knocking on my door and said "aunt butch" died. I had just dreamed about this. then he started to tell me the details, the same as my dream. WTF! That was just the first. I've had these dreams 3 other times.

So I told my mother finally what was going on, and she admitted that shes had the same dreams since her dad died. She had a dream that her brother and uncle came to the house. My uncle was wearing a cowboy hat and the broke the news to her. Then the next day her brohter and uncle to the house just as her dream. SHe just broke down.

But then one day I made her start crying by telling her about one of my "dreams". I was in an abusive reationship and needed to get out. I had a dream I was sitting on a log and this man came up to me put his hand on my shoulder and gave me advice. At the time I rememberd what he said when I told my mother and I just seen her start crying. She said thats what my daddy would tell me, and I never told you that because that was between him and I. How strange.

But I call them my "curse dreams" because I would rather not know when a family member is going to pass away....

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