I do feel a lot better today, I'm just wishing 2005 would just hurry up and end, it's been the worst year ever for me.
But, new year new start, and 2006 has just got to be better than this year. I just wish my DH would just get real and start acting like a responsible human being rather than a boy, it's hard to beleive that only six months ago we were going to couples therapy and he's fully aware of how his behaviour affects our relationship but he chooses to continue, I'm at a loss at what to do now, I feel like I've tried everything. I was hoping to start trying again after AF show it's face but I'm starting to feel doubtful becuase DH just won't settle down and make an effort to make this work.
I'm actually seeing a therapist at the moment and she has suggested I bring him along one session just to talk things through, I turned it down at the time she offered because I was pregnant and thought it might inspire him to settle a bit, but now I'm thinking it might be a good idea.
other than DH I only really have my mum to talk to and sometimes I find it hard to talk to her as sometimes she just doesn't get it. Earlier this year there was a misunderstanding between myself and my best friend, and even now I still don't know what that is so I can't fix it and she just refuses to speak to me and I just don't know why, she was my greatest support person I had in my life so now I find myself venting on message boards instead LOL But You're all a lovely bunch of ladies and I'm ever so greatful for your support and understanding.
Have a great day everyone
