i hated ttc. i am married to a man but he is the son of a lesbian couple. i'm glad times have changed since then (somewhat). she had horrible care in the hospital when she was having him. only one nurse would help her and they became close friends. i just wanted to wish you luck. i know how frustrating it can be to not know if this time is the time you get a bfp. it can really be hard. hang in there hon.
