This thread is such a good idea.
Today I'm really hating my image. I'm very overweight but today it seems so much worse than before! I've not been eating that much at all and the weight just keeps coming on. I notice it more with the clothes I'm wearing. So I'm staying indoors. I seem to keep banging inton things more and I put that down to me being so overweight and to big to get past things. I've suffered from depression since 2000 when my Dad died of cancer. I self harmed for 3 years and I struggle everyday with the urge to start again. I gave in 2 weeks ago because everything just got on top of me. Now my weight is bringing me down and I'm on the verge of tears but trying to hold it together so not as to cry infront of my mother.
I just know if I bottle things up anymore, I'm going to crack. Typing this is kind of helping, in a way. I don't know my weight and at the moment I dont want to know what it is. Maybe that's foolish? I dont know. I am trying to eat better (which has been going really well) and I've been going mild excerise as well but THE WEIGHT JUST WONT STOP!
I keep catching a glimps of myself in the window and really hate what I see right now.
Sorry. Just needed to get this off my chest.