I'm a Conservative Christian, too.
God has actually very recently rekindled my fire for Him. My desire to be a mother is very strong, and we were spoiled by a BFP immediately after stopping BCP. That ended in a miscarriage, but then we got pregnant again right away - with twins!
One of the twins died early on, and the second one made it to about 14 - 15 weeks. That drama all went down in the beginning of May, and from that, I got to enjoy all the different complications that miscarriage has to offer. It took about a month of being in and out of the hospital, nearly losing my life, then nearly losing my uterus, and lots, and lots of feeling sick before it was all over.
Despite all the complications, God's healing hands are working wonders. The doctor said that I would not be cleared to get pregnant again until August or September (due to severe blood-loss anemia), but I now find myself doing MUCH better, cleared by the doctor to get pregnant now(3 months sooner!), and waiting for an O in the next few days.
God has taught me so much in the last few weeks. I sometimes wonder why God took my children home so soon, but I now know that He gave me my daughter for a short time to show me just how powerful He is.
My perspective on life has changed so much, and life is just so much less scary knowing that God is going to carry me through anything that comes my way.
I look forward to getting to know you ladies.