For me, I realized that something was wrong when my moods would change for absolutely no reason whatsoever. I mean, life was "normal" by most standards and I'd cry for no reason or be a bit ***** for no reason too. I got suicidal and was terrified and my then-husband told me to get help so I did.
If you feel like you need to seek help do it now. If you need to talk anytime, feel free to IM or PM me.
