Oh gosh, I think I have found my home
. I am sooooo depressed and it totally goes in cycles. I am lucky (I guess) in that I do still have periods, usually 3-4 times a year. I find that the day I start menstrating I feel SO MUCH BETTER. And, I usuallly stay feeling good for about a month or so and then it creaps back up again untill I'm just sitting at home and crying all weekend. It's not infertility... I've had my children. And, it isn't actually "getting" my period that makes me happy. Usually I start feeling better the day of, before I even know that I'm going to menstrate. I can't think of a woman in the last three generations of my family that wasn't obese, depressed, and had female issues. Actually, I'm the first woman in three generations to not have a hysterectomy before 30. I'm positive it's PCOS. I hate to see my doctor... he is a total yutz. I wish that I could just take care of me and get better without medical intervention. Medication really isn't an option for me because my liver doesn't metabolize anything. I usually fell sicker when on medication... I can't even take tylenol without getting knocked on my kiester..... but do my doctors listen???? Instead I get sent over to the pain clinic
I'm sorry for the rant.