BeccaUK

my dream is to be at peace with myself. and that is so much harder than it sounds.
i want to be comfortable in my own skin, i want to like what i see in the mirror. i want to wear colourful clothes that show off my assets instead of wearing things that make me blend into the scenery.
i dream of being in a position where i'm not in pain every single day of my life. where i don't have PND, where i actually have family that love me for who and what i am.
i dream of a life where i don't throw myself into the problems of others just to avoid my own. where i don't pile so much on myself that i don't have time to breathe. i dream of a 36 hour day so i can get everything done and not have to choose between housework playing with the kids or trying to make some money or doing my voluntary work, because housework looses and i hate living in a mess.

i dream of a life where i don't have to dream of a different life to make myself feel better.