it certainly is, i'm in march, so is my mother, nan and dad in law!
the biggest problem with pnd is how guilty it makes you feel. i've had depression since i was about 10, and i've found ways to cope with that. but the pnd...i know my kids are miracles. my cycle has been so sporadic and unpredictable from the start that it really was a miracle to get pregnant. i i know i am so lucky to have them. but they, particularly my son have cost me so much health wise. i can't go out to work because my back is so bad now. its curved, twisted, i have sciatica my joints are shot.
i know i had my son in like the worst year of my life and in no way do i blame him for anything, but it did take me a while to bond with him because he was in the special care unit for over a day. and thats a whole new guilt.
working through all that and coping with everyday life just isn't possible. |