Jashobeam,
Thank you for all that scripture and especially the story of the midwife. i wish i was at the stage where i can imagine a life without children and be content but at this time, my heart is desiring being a mom. my Dh and i have discussed adopting children whether we have/have not any of our own. adoption at this time is difficult for us, we havent pursued that path yet, we are still hopeful of having our own. in my prayers, i have asked that Lord to remove my desire for children if it has become an idolatry or even take His 1st place in my life, i certainly know that my being here is for Him and loving Christ until i go to be with Him. almost two years ago, i received a profecy by two prophets from the Lord, He said that He would give me my child in His time, since then, i have been fighting doubt and thanking God because it is a privelege and not a right. God is so patient with me, He knows that sometimes i get disencouraged easily and then He always sends someone to remind me of His lovingkindness.
i'd like to tell you that it's awesome your knowledge of the Word, especially when i need a quick answer.
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Me 29 Dh 33
no longer ttc
Started taking Met XR 750MG YAY!
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12/5/2007
2nd cycle of femara (BFP!!!! but lost baby at 6 weeks) July 04
Starting process for WLS!!!!!
Thank You Lord Jesus for everything!
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