Well, we got DH's SA results today...I'm beyond upset about everything...drained...I don't know if I can even take being around babies anymore...I don't want to talk to my friends who have kids..nothing...
DH was diagnosed as subfertile today. Volume was low, motility was low, count was low, and morphology was at an abnormal level.
With my diabetes, and DH's male factor and PCOS...I just feel like giving up. I don't want to try IUI...I don't think we can afford things like that and certainly not IVF and we've already been turned down for adoption once...which, if you know much about adoption, it looks bad and is really hard to recover from after being turned down once.
I have no hope left...I can't stop crying...I don't think I wantDH to go through with all those procedures and surgeries...I don't think I want to put him through all of that. I don't know what to do....
I don't know that I'm going to continue with the fertility treatments. It won't do any good for me...and I am tired of the waiting...I think we are going to get to the point of acceptance where we just accept the fact that it is impossible to have children and it will just not happen for us.
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