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Old 03-31-2008, 06:23 PM   #12 (permalink)
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I feel very strange at the moment, for the last 5 months I've been concentrating on trying to get pregnant again, and now I have I feel really lost and scared and wondering if I've done the right thing.

Physically I feel good, achy boobs and a bit crampy but no m/s (yet) but it reminds me so much of my babies as I had exactly the same symptoms with them. I thought this time I'd feel different somehow, but I feel like I'm in a bubble bouncing over the top of life while it goes on without me.

hmm don't know what else i was going to say now, but I just needed to say how I was feeling and don't know where to go from here
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