I know I shouldnt be feeling this way but I am. Today I found out my brothers baby was born yesterday! I mean, wow. My brother and I have never been close, but I did hope that I would get a call from my sisters that he was having the baby. I am going through this all by myself. Its so unfair that he 25 and his gf 19 can have this unplanned pregnancy with no foundation. And me, married a good foundation have to struggle with fertility issues. I know I have a small chance but why cant it just happen? I sound like a big baby. I came home wanting to cry. I cant get myself to see this baby cause ill just cry. No one in my family knows of this struggle except me and my husband. I really need to relax and not stress out. This blog is just the thing for me. I love that I can come here and write my fustrations out. It makes me feel so much better.
I hope everyone out there has something that makes them feel better. Again, I still have that same question from yesterday. Does anyone have fibrocystic breasts or is it just me?
