you're saying it nicely....
okay, here's what i am scared to just openly say: "i have too much male hormone in my body!" i mean, what i imagine a guy thinking hearing something like that is "oh my gosh, were you born a guy? are a you a shim?"
i'm scared the guy or guys will think i should be in the circus as the bearded lady, i'm scared they will think i am a disgusting freak when i can't help it, this is something that's just happening to me and i'm doing everything i can to make it better, but that just isn't happening. i'm just scared that they will think i was really born a guy or something like that because they just don't know about pcos and will make judgments without giving me the chance to help them learn or get to know me better...i'm sorry, i didn't want to go all emotional, but that's it in a flat out nutshell.
thank you... this is just hard and i'm looking for a way to make it easier or better. |