I know you said you are against taking meds, and that is totally respectable. I hate them and try to take as few as possible, ha! I developed severe anxiety after having a blood clot last December. My doc gave me Xanax to use as a PRN (as needed medication). When I'm starting to get all freaked out about my impending doom, I take one and feel way more even and rational in about 20 minutes. Again, I know you don't want meds, but maybe something on a temporary or PRN basis can get you through until you get things worked out. I'm so very sorry for your situation and for the cruddy boss you seem to have...not cool at all. If it helps, I understand the whole anxiety thing, it's real and it's difficult. Can you get a doctor's note about it to give to the HR department at your work? That might help give you some leverage. Good luck!! =)
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Married 9/17/05
Lori 26
DH 35
Blood clots have prevented us from TTC. Shooting for better health and will start trying by '09...maybe my body will be ready!
Met XR 1500 mg
Coumadin 7 mg
Phenergan 25 mg PRN
Prevacid 30 mg
Xanax 1mg PRN
Tramadol 50mg PRN
Spiro 200mg (afraid to start)
Battling severe anemia, etc. ...blah |