2 months late i think her cycle was, went to the doc for ultrasound- i was right there in the room with her. during the exam the tech said no, youre not pregnant.. wait a minute, ahh yes, i see chocolate chip cookies. when she said that a nurse was walking by the exam room and nonchalantly commented "another woman with PCOS". no clue what that meant.
nik and i have learned so much since then, a journey we are on together. the medicines, the weight fluctuations, the miscarriage, that cute pink color her upper lip turns from that wax stuff, i dont care about any of it. its part of who my wife is, she is the other half of me, ergo we are in this together.
speaking for myself here, i dont say anything to humor her. i dont know what size she was then and dont know now. why would it matter? five oclock in the morning half sleepy hair in her face or dressed to the nines and makeup for church on sundays, she looks no different to me whatsoever.
my wife, my friend, my lover, my soulmate is and always will be the same woman as the day we met.
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