OH MY GOD!
I am so angry at your housemates and doctor for not giving you the help you need. Both my brothers committed suicide when I was 14 and I wish I was old enough to understand and give them advise when it was necessary.
All I can say is try to keep a level head but you need to be strong and tell your doctor if he or she is not willing to help you then you will find another.
If I were you I would change doctors, and move if possible.
I suffer with anxiety and take a low dose of tranquillizers which makes my day alot easier.
I dont know what age you are or the full story but sounds like you neeed to make changes. My question is???? why are u depressed? doctors housemates etc, if it were just that then you can get out of the situation, OR do u suffer from depression in general, sorry abut all the questions, just trying to figure out what is the best advice.
I wish I knew what to say but for now only advice is talk to someone and get help whether it be meds or just go into the chatroom, or talk to someone.
U are not alone in this sometimes cruel world but I bet if u really think there are some positives. HUGS TO U x hope you feel better soon! |