I have an appointment in May 2008 to see a psych, I am scared. I know I have reason to see one but I do not knw how to open up. I am afraid I will just sit there like a stone and be told nothing is wrong with me. How do I initiate communication? I have always dealt with my misery by telling myself others have had it worse. Being a baby won't help. I am a survivor of sexual abuse as a child on three occasions that I was old enough to remember. I was kidnapped at 2 years old and never knew my mom until I was kidnapped back by a half brother at 8 when playing in my front yard. I grew up in drug and alcohol abused homes and have a schitzophrenic mother and sister.
I guess i am trying to convince myself I am not a baby and I could benefit from a psych. emotonal pats on the back would be gratefully appreciated. I have closed up to the point I only speak to and share my life with two people. My BF and DH. I am afraid of everyone else. and my BF and DH have no idea how to deal with me and my moods.
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I realize I will never look in the mirror and see the me that I see in my head, but I wish other people could see the me that the mirror does not show.
Other diagnoses, Diabetes II, Bipolar, IBS, NASH
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