I keep hopeing that the next test is our lucky miracle... our life is finally starting to come back together now but it feels like I'm on that rollercoaster again; this is a place that I seem to be finding myself a lot lately. And finding out that I've not much chance left ... makes it all that much harder. He tells me he's trying to understand and it isn't that it doesn't hurt him it is just that he deals with it differently. He doesn't get his hopes up like I do I guess. It is soo hard to get out of bed some days and others when I do get out of bed I just sit around. I am starting a new job and I have a hundered billion things to get done before I don't have the time... but I just can't bring myself to do it anymore.
Tomorrow is another day...
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Renee (Nay) 26 & Jeff 27
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Bisexual Cyster
My Newfie (Lisa)
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my "kids" 1 cat Oliver; 1 kitten Jr ; 1 retriever Lucky; and 1 Goldendoodle Fozzie
Time to start the adoption option!!!
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Starting foster care classes 7/08 put on hold for adoption.
Dx: PCOS March 13, 2000
Other Dx: PTSD, Depression/Anxiety, Fibro, Sleep Apnea, High BP
Rx:Metformin 500mgER 2x daily,
Weight on 5/13/08 317...goal 195
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