 Why Me, Why Us??
 I never thought
things would ever be like this
living our lives as husband & wife
but not sharing it with kids
It pains me everyday I wake
you too; in your own way
No answers to explain it
our child raising yrs sit @ bay
Don't call me crazy
Please don't say it's alright
I know your intentions blind you
you're not the one fighting this fight
WHY ME, WHY US?
Should we accept this
& just trust
That our journey together
was meant to be childless?
No, NO..I just can't do that
& ignore my inner need
Something beyond me keeps nudging
& praying for us to succeed
Maybe we'll never get the answers
to this "WHY ME, WHY US" kraze
I doubt I'll ever stop dreaming
bout having a child to raise.
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Kraftydin (Kelly)
TTC: 7+ Diag. Pcos: Mar./04 Meds: Met-500 mg
HSG/02 & lap/03-norm
IUI #1Jun 1/2-05 75 IU Purg.(BFN)
IUI #2Aug 23/24-05 75 IU Purg.(BFN)
IUI #3Oct 20/21-05 100 IU Purg.(BFN)
Dr's recomm as of Nov 8/05IVF
IVF#1 Dec/06-ER-Dec 6 ET Dec 11
ER=9 eggs; 3 mat;2 fert.
Day 5 trans BFN
Transf. clin. June/07
IVF#2 Feb./08.Approx ER Feb 25th ET: Mar 1st8 eggs mat 2 fert(icsi) Day 3 trans-2 emb Beta-Mar 13="12" 2nd beta-Mar 17="0" BFN
I'm not giving up |