Relka - I'm sorry you're feeling depressed. After this cycle of mine, I can kind of understand the pain that comes with so much disappointment all the time (and I'm just getting started!). I don't see how we can avoid having ups and downs though... ttc is emotional enough, but we have to deal with bodies that don't work like they should, all while pumping medications that mess with our hormones even more. Anyways, I hope you start feeling better as you get going on this cycle - keep us posted.
I totally agree with needing small victories along the way - it's amazing how little things can be so positive in the midst of negativity. For me, seeing my DF come around to this infertility treatment stuff has made having a bad cycle a lot better for me. Yesterday I was feeling kind of sad at work about my OV watch not working and me not O'ing so I emailed him, and he responded with "It's ok my beautiful little pumpkin. We can talk more tonight. I'll look after you." Such a simple thing lifted my spirits so much!!
Keo - Nice to have you back! Sounds like you're getting close to the elusive "O"!!
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Me 29, DF 28
DX 2006, TTC #1
01/08 - 04/08: Met, no AF
5/08: Clomid 50mg, no O
6/08: Clomid 100mg, no O
7/08: Clomid 150mg, O, BFN
8/08: Clomid 150mg, O, BFN
9/08: Taking a small break, HSG all clear
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