AnotherDreamer

I am so sorry for your loss... have you held a memorial or anything for your baby?
I can relate, as can many of us, to the pain of having loved ones saying insensitive things. My mom's first reaction, "It'll be easier to get pregnant no though, since you have been before." "It could be worse." "You can always have another one." --- We don't want another one, we want the child we have lost.
I was 5 weeks, and I know that is different than being 41 weeks... but their comments hurt all of us. I know your pain may be different than mine, and I can't relate completely... but my heart goes out to you hun.
I hate my body, and it's stupidness. I hate what family says to me too...
You are not alone in your pain, and I wanted you to know that.

And maybe you need to calmly write a letter, or something, to explain that their comments and such are more harmful than helpful... that your loss is still poignant and that they need to respect that.

I sincerely hope things get easier with your family, and that you can see a counselor and get something figured out.
And even if you get anti-depressants you could always just take them a few months if you need to. Give your soul and body a break as it were, you need time to grieve and sort the situation out.

Do what you need to now for yourself.

Time doesn't heal everything, but with each day I hope things get a little easier...
Again, I am so sorry for your loss hun.
Nobody should lose a child. (*hugs*)

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