UGH
The BP is still high which is no surprise, but the weight went up half a pound which has me baffled, angry, and miserable. I don't get it. This morning I go to my MIL's retirement party, feed my son part of a piece of cake and I had nothing. NOTHING...no mints, no punch, no cake, not even a lick of frosting off his spoon! I have been missing out on everything for two weeks now and for what? to gain weight...
I am so tired from getting up early to have time to work out, grouchy because I feel like I am missing out on everything good I love, annoyed because I am eating food I mainly HATE so I can lose some stupid weight and yet I have more instead of less.
In spite of this miserable news instead of a dr pepper and some chocolate to make me feel better I just stayed feeling miserable and had grilled chicken, a small salad, and water for lunch. So here I am to whine to the only people I figure will get it anyway and then I am just going to get over it for another week. I made a dr appt for the BP it is a week from monday. If I gain weight then I may be tempted to have something, because I am really wondering what the point is if I can not even lose that easy begining weight. Usually you can lose 5 lbs quick just for trying.
Hope you guys are doing well, I am still making good food choices for all the good it is doing me but not terribly motivated to exercise today, I am sore, tired, and b*tchy lol.
have a great weekend!!!
