I dunno if things are working out as I had hoped this month--my temp dropped below the coverline this am (to 98.1). I didn't put it into FF, as when I did, it said it couldn't give me a coverline/etc. I did put it into the notes so I can go back and re-enter it later if I wish to...
But I am still praying for a temp rise and a BFP poas in a few more days (I figure I will test (assuming I make it that long) around 13-14dpo.
I have been praying that whatever happened, I would be 'at peace' with it. Sigh. At first I was a little, well, ambivalent...let's face it, *right now* we are not in a great place financially--in 9 mos, sure, we should be fine. But right now...well, its stressful. As the days have passed, I've been more and more at peace with the possibility/likelihood of a wee one...to the point where thinking that I am *not* makes me sad....
Just, if you could, please pray that I will be at peace and accepting of whatever God's will is for our family in this...
Rachel (who had gotten attached to the idea of a February baby) |