Originally Posted by liz2002

Talk about depression. I think this is the most depressing day of my life. I have been trying to concieve for 5+ years. Today my ex had his first child... I didnt think it would affect me so much but it is I feel so sad and I don't know if jealous but I guess I would be and no one around me seems to understand how much of a failure and how empty I feel. There is a heavy pressure on my chest when I think that his girlfriend could do what I couldnt ...