I'm starting to feel down today....didn't go to work, well was late for a start, then made myself go then turned right back and caught the train back hoe
.. am I am on 25mgs only now and have been for about a week or 2.... am I going to have to go up again back to 50 then 100mgs???.. and be on this cycle for ever...??? This is what happened last time.. got too down.. negative, aggressive, irritable, not able to handle the slightest stress....
I am going to try and stick it out though.....
Haven't had any brain snaps or dizzyness or things like that yet.. and have been getting to sleep ok but waking at 2 or 3pm ( this might be to do with the alcohol I am drinking - I am going to try and stay of that)....
at 3am I was restless, wanted to get up, had energy.. as soon as I go back to sleep and wake up at the normal time... ie 6 or 630 I am dead tired and drained......
Felt sick, tired and drained this morning.....I hate this.
Wish I never had depression... I wouldn't wish it on anyone..... |