hello and thanks to everyone who read my message and responded,
i haven't been on the boards for awhile because my husband went into a full-blown manic attack. i had to get the police here because he locked himself in our bedroom.
i am safe but i cannot write more now, as you can imagine, i have a lot going on right now.
the good news is that my husband actually scared himself and this morning made appointments to see his counselor and psychiatrist later today and he wants to restart his meds.
he has agreed that i should take control of all of the money. (thanks for the suggestion)
i don't expect miracles of change right now but i have decided that i want to at least try to give it one try to make things out.
i think if i left now, i would regret it for the rest of my life because i would feel like a quitter. if things don't improve in any way within the next few months, i am going to probably file for divorce.
even though it's been awful, i want to know in my heart that i gave it my all or i won't have any peace.
i originally posted this message on the faith boards because i wanted to be sure to hear from christian cysters who had the same beliefs about marriage vows. but i truly appreciate and value all of your answers. it shows me that my struggles with this are valid because it is a very tricky issue.
thank you so much! please continue to pray for us and thanks for your past prayers. |