i have always been overweight, and apart from the odd day here and there i have an extremly positive opinion of my looks,infact its usually a bad hair day or a spot that upsets me the most lol. when i was at school it was hard and haveing people comment on my weight was the worst but looking back it just makes me laugh, because i just think how sad those people were to have an opinion, wtf did it matter to them?
but i love the way i look, i dress to suit my size and never avoid colour.
the extra hair is a pain and it used to rule my life, i never went out on a friday night cause i de-haired that morning and my face was just to tender to do it again that night, i would hardly stay at friends because i was to scared someone would notice. i constantly wore make up and hated people showing up at my place without notice (needed notice to de-hair), but now days i guess i've just gotten over being obsessive about it. i still get rid of my hair but it doesnt rule my life anymore. |