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lyssa326 · 08-05-2008, 04:25 AM

Hi, I'm another Christian cyster and so glad I found this part of the forum. I could really use the encouragement.

I'm definitely at one of the most difficult moments in my life, and while I don't question my faith I am definitely not as strong as I used to be. I have been trying so hard to get back to where I'm supposed to be, but I have just been so miserable that I have not even been to church at all in the last 2 months. I got involved in my church and joined the choir, but things just seemed like they started going downhill for me (long story of all that's gone on.) I started missing some choir practices and/or Sunday mornings and eventually said I was going to "take a break" from choir for a short time. I ended up not going to any practices or Sunday mornings for a couple weeks and only made it to church service every other week. I had a breakdown in church on Father's Day and haven't been back since.

Even w/ how I am now I think the only thing that has kept me to this point is the fact that I am a Christian. I definitely don't think I'm where I should be, but I always know (if not mentally, atleast deep down spiritually) that maybe God will pull me through this one of these days...

So glad there are other cysters here for not only emotional support, but spiritual support as well.