Hey Tasha,
sorry for not replyinng sooner. just going through a bit of a depression period. thing is, i actually dnt want to get married...i feel life is screwed up enough without the added stress of having to look out for someone else. it takes up so much energy just to get up in the morning. now the idea of having to go home after work to cook, etc is too much. i reach home, and am normally so depressed and tired, that i just go to bed, to escape in my sleep. having the stress of ttc, then realising i may not be able to, i think would be the last straw that would break me. i guess am just tired of life, and dnt want more changes.
am really happy that you have a wonderful husband, i think that's a rarity, and something that am not expecting for myself. yes, am a pessimist, but with everything else going wrong in life, why should that thing go right?
lucky you for not suffering from hair loss

i used to have such thick dark wavy hair, now there's very little left.
let me try to get through today
i hope your ttc is going well...