hey Tasha,
sorry for the late reply. been going through a bit of a depression period. actually, i dnt want to get married. life is screwed up enough without the added stress of taking care of a hubby, ttc etc. it is hard enough getting up each morning to face the day. in the evening, after work, am so depressed and tired at times that it i go straight to bed after eating. i cant handle reaching home to cook etc. i guess am just tired of life, and dont want more changes. am having problems enough dealing with this right now, the added stress of ttc and then maybe not being able to. i think that would send me over the edge.
am happy for you that you have a wonderful husband

i think that's a rarity, and happens to a lucky few...yes, am a pessimist. with most things going wrong in my life, am not very hopeful that this will go well...
you are indeed lucky that you dnt suffer from hair loss. i used to have such dark, curly hair...now there's very little left. i guess that doesnt exactly help my self esteem.
anyway, let me try and get through today...
how's your ttc going? well, i hope....we want ladoos!