I can completely relate to what you wrote. Two years ago there was
some drama at our church and because my husband and I are both involved in church ministries we were hearing so much gossip. We learned to tune it out. It was difficult but we got through it.
Sorry this is a bit long but here's my TTC story.
DH and I were married in 2004 and started TTC'ing right away. We went through so many tests and I was charting my temperature. After almost a year of charting my doctor told me the next step was to see a RE to start fertility treatments. DH and I decided to leave it in God's hands. A year later my doctor suggested going on birth control pills for a few months. On the way home from the appointment the song "Praise you in this storm" came on the radio. I started crying so hard I almost had to pull over. I realized that I was to praise God no matter what. DH and I prayed about me going on the pill and God told us three months. At my next appointment with my doctor I brought up going on the pill and he said he wanted me on it for three months. DH and I laughed. I went on Yaz for three months. During that time we had all our friends and family praying for us. The cycle right after I came off Yaz is when I conceived our miracle, Hannah. In April I got the surprise of my life when I found out I was pregnant again. Our second miracle, Mary is due in Decmeber. I have been told by several doctors that I would never be able to conceive without medical intervention because I have PCOS and endometriosis.
I would suggest reading through the Psalms. They were a great source of inspiration to me during my journey. I also read about the women in the Bible who were dealing with infertility-Sarah, Hannah and Elizabeth. In fact my daughter is named after two of them. God gave me the name Hannah Elizabeth a year before I got pregnant. He told me that was the name I was to give to my daughter.
I am so sorry you are going through all this. It is difficult to be patient. You will be in my prayers.
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Julie-40 Mike-49
Our miracle-Hannah Elizabeth-8/30/07 1Samuel 1:27
Our second miracle-Mary Grace-12-19-08
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