Both of them were former students a few years ago. They are 19 now, and both out of school. We are excited, scared and cautiously optimistic. AF was gearing up the day I talked to them, and I was so down. I really just didn't think I could make it through another cycle, and at least this gives me hope. I just worry about the things they have done in the past with drugs and all. But both of them have cleaned up, so hopefully everything will be o.k.
They seem pretty open about it all so one evening I think we are gonna sit down with them for dinner and talk about it so I can have some piece of mind as to what they have done. I am not so much worried about the past drug use as I am the chance they could have contracted something if they were shooting anything and sharing a needle. But I am not even sure they did that, I think it was mainly pills and stuff. |