Originally Posted by painbegone

My experience draws many parrallels to yours only instead of repeatedly asking if I were on drugs they choose one of the following....your crazy and depressed, your using this as a way to deal with you assault ( I was raped five years ago, the two are not related and I have worked through that) or your just an overacheiver looking for a break. I totally get where your coming from. I just came back from another emergency room visit and for obvious reasons cant sleep. I just don't knwo what to do anymore this whole thing feels like it is killing me my family and my fiance.