I guess i'm having more bad days than good. He's home and all i've done is cry. The holiday should have been good but it threw everything off. I feel like i haven't even seen him since he got back. All I can do is sleep and cry. IT's so stupid. He's home, he's safe and all I want to do is bury my face in his arms and hide. Why is this happening? Why can't I just be happy and thankful for what I have?? |