 Undiagnose too
Hi people... I am a newbie here. I'm 18 from singapore. Seriously i am suspecting i do have PCOS.
I feel i am alone cos i dun see anyone have the same problem around. I always feel so sad and depress.
Reason being i cant be like any other girls on the street whereby they can always wear sleeveless and tube.
Unfortunately i cant. I mean which female wouldnt want to look pretty? For me i always have got to stick to my shirt and nothing esle.
And i serious wondering hard what's the use of god creating human with hair. Maybe i am complainting too much. But girls with too much excessive hair would understand how bad it feels.
Only recently i am suspecting myself having PCOS. Yet i havent been to any doctors. I dont dare to tell anyone. Neither my family nor bf. Maybe they wont mind but I MIND. I admit i dont have the couarge at all.
I seriously dont know how guys will react. I cant even accept myself- hairy, let alone hoping my bf will accept. Also being a student, i am not financial capable to visit a specialist, thats why. I am wondering if going to a family doctor is good enough. And i seriously SERIOUSLY pray and wish and beg hard i can shed off my body hair. I cant care much even if i sounded insane or what. Soon my emotions is going to over take me.
I am so damn sad to be told that even PCOS is under control, hair growth will still persist forever... OMG.
Also i am still in confusion. I am pretty slim, i do have my period every month abt the same time. I just have hairy skin (body and facial) and some pimples here and there (my acne reduce alot by the way).
But
1. Could i lead to infertility (if i dont se doctor) despite my regular period?
2. Will i have diabetes 2 one day if i dont get myself examine? |