guineapig - thanks for the depo advice. I'm terrified of it! Although its "preferred" for those with endo...I still don't want to do it.
So, I called my dr about the LoEstrin "depression" and she switched me to Yaz. I really don't know how much longer I can take it tho.
I had another panic attack the other day - shaking, sweating, hives up & down my legs, and I was yelling at people - I can't even remember why or anything. It's like something awful takes over
DH & I have been working so hard to get back to TTC and after all this (surgery, bcp's, etc), my husband was like, let's forget all this medication and just start trying. And - OMG - I said, I don't want to. It's all I've wanted for years but I feel so "chemically" low and upset, I couldn't fathom children or a future. It's like I'm just a shell now on this crap.
lyssa - you are definitely not alone. I was not "crazy" off of BCP. It's just so catch 22 right now
I see my dr in 4 weeks. I guess I'll talk to her then. It's so frustrating..I didn't feel like this off of BCP. I feel crazy!